a question i will write carefully on origami paper which i will then fold up & put in the secret-keeping knothole of the secret-keeping tree down the street, for my imaginary friend & others to read & answer:
when i take gross anatomy & peel back the cadavers, will it change me forever, will it wreck me? will i see everyone as just a stretch of skin stretched over warm organs & bones whose names & fittings-together i will know? will it put me off my long-standing desire to kiss strangers?
also, this is not related to my previous questions, but did i tell you about the czech girl? there is a czech girl i met at work, i am in love with her, i pass her house every day & stare at it the way i stare at houses, trying to make people i like exit them & see me & say hi.
