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�� they don't exist. ��

19.I.2003 :::: 17.50
paul c�zanne

bean has played hooky from work. we have spent the day watching sports night & i have gotten all weepy at least once during each episode we have seen (eleven).

we went to target for cat litter & popcorn. while we were there i couldn't stop thinking that i was going to run into someone i knew. it was frightening. we rounded a corner & there was trisha. i said hello. then i couldn't help feeling that i shouldn't feel relieved just because what i had thought would happen, had happened. i thought, surely it will happen again. surely it will happen again.

now the popcorn has popped, now we are going to watch more sports night & i am going to fall more seriously in love with jeremy & with natalie. they don't exist.

also, we finally took the tree down today. all the garland from it was full of static electricity. my hands hurt from handling it. i said to bean, my hands are electric & sore.

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