14.I.2003 :::: 7.39

i woke up before 5.00 & this just proves that when my body wakes up that early it is because my brain is about to poison it with nightmares, which is what happened when i ignored the internal alarm-clock (or alarm-bell, maybe) & went back to sleep.

but then when i was waiting downtown this morning all this dry light snow started pouring out of the dark sky. if you looked up it really did look like pouring. i spent a lot of time looking up into this novel, cinematic sky.