orangeheart

i resolve to.

ï¿½ pray every day
ï¿½ read novels that are about the structure of a novel
ï¿½ fall back on my familiar crutches
ï¿½ change my hair in length & in color
ï¿½ get the fishtattoo
ï¿½ leave the house every day
ï¿½ buy the new specs
ï¿½ pay off my remaining debt
ï¿½ fall in love anew with all the things & people i take for granted
ï¿½ drink more tea
ï¿½ ruin my hands with inkstains & splinters & callouses & small scratches
ï¿½ drive my car
ï¿½ turn to my verses & let my heart close like a fist & quietly wait for the catastrophe of my personality to seem beautiful again, and interesting, and modern
ï¿½ kiss recklessly
ï¿½ pick up trinkets in the street
ï¿½ send flowers
ï¿½ finish poems
ï¿½ listen more to vespertine than to fevers + mirrors
ï¿½ travel east, eyes wide open to take in the hills
ï¿½ immerse myself in the greek
ï¿½ write letters
ï¿½ send mixtapes
ï¿½ use up all these andy warhol stamps i just bought, andy!
ï¿½ love the ocean
ï¿½ let go. love. get over. let go, love.