yesterday!
� jonathan standing in the studio holding bean's guitar on the ironing board & singing bright eyes to me;
� my heart closing like a fist;
� why do i spend so much money at magnolia's?
� shaving off all my brother's hair which was very soft & prettier than mine probably;
� bright eyes. the dismemberment plan. rainer maria. anything stephin merritt.
� the pillow book because jojo suggested it & then we got stuck in it. how everything is important & big, in the center of the frame.
but in the car driving out to gahanna the darkness around the car was overwhelming. i was heavy & dizzy. i thought we were going to take off any second.
