someone outside is listening to �hyperballad� & someone (else i presume) outside is screaming & groaning in a drunk-already-it's-still-light-out kind of way. & here i sit with an A R Ammons book in my lap.
i'd personally much rather hear �anchor song� right now. why? i am afraid of the ocean.
she is the one who first oceans the boys in my life. i love her for it. maybe it saves me the trouble & the horror of walking up with you to the sand & quailing.
all that said: all i meant to say was this, it is all there is to say today: today i went to confession for the first time.
