here is the thing: i
know i would feel better if i went to mass every day. but i don't do it because i am things like afraid to go out of the house & into the world.
also: if i drank more tea. if i wrote more than i type. if i sent out letters. if i didn't pretend to ignore people (mostly strangers but not all). definitely if i got the right amount of sleep. only possibly if i re-dyed my hair because what i need is probably Less Escapism & More Action.
but look: here i am, sitting at a computer waiting for mischka to come over & amuse me because i am a little bit cranky.
& here i am writing to shannon saying things like, "really i think it's just my biological clock."
biological clock?!?
