what does it mean if i have sinister dreams about my
evil ex coming to visit me with a bad haircut on, & then wake up to realize it is his birthday today?
probably it just means that i'm sick. which i am: & wasting a perfectly fine day off by having to spend it in bed without enough attention span to read. [& it would be nice if someone were home with me, to read long stretches of the golden compass out loud to me, to bring me orange juice & rice & ginger tea.]
i lay in bed with the curtains closed for an hour this morning, thinking: i need to re-evaluate my activism, this is not working out.
�which i meant mostly in a liberation-theology kind of way. here on earth building the Kingdom & all of that. ideals i am not fulfilling.
alice my take-no-shit boss received a fax from someone who wants to work at the clinic & her statement of purpose was this: � to find meaningful work so that i can support myself + my daughter � �& alice said she would hire her just because of that statement of purpose.
so i am thinking about meaningful work.
which i already have: stop the melodrama!
in other Unfortunate News, i will be unable to go to commencement because i have to go to my Meaningful Job.
[i'm begging for some shiitake-ginger-miso soup vibes, so i can get the fuck well. by the way.]
