mood swings, up & down. what stands out: a woman my age crying on the table, looking up at me & saying, �do you like your job?,� in a quiet voice.
alice says it is �clammy� outside but this is the kind of weather i thrill to. the air has a strong taste & it is sweet to stand outside in it.
i am waiting for andrew to show, & we will go out to dinner & maybe when we get back here: sit on the back deck which someone who is not a carpenter built, & maybe share some drinks & commisserate about girls.
:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:skip this part if you don't care about my spiritual diet crisis which is not a crisis. i am still in a bit of a disgusted shock over my conversation last night about the seder. but becky told me i could bring a beet which jewish tradition says is a fine substitute for passover lamb. so ha. i have never eaten a beet & i guess i will start now.
Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of the earth, and every tree, in which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat.
