yesterday ashcroft's nomination was confirmed. last night one of the clinics in columbus was firebombed. that's all i will say about that because i cannot even begin to discuss what i feel. hell. i can't even begin to
face what that situation could mean for me, personally.
:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:i didn't update for so long because phyllis (bean's computer) was turned off for so long. we have both been sick, physically & emotionally (i almost wrote euphorically which would have been wrong altogether), & we have both been busy, & although i now have access to a computer at work, it is a for-now offline computer & well i'm sure you can see how far that would get me. but::: the computer is in its own small room where i go to retreat when my coworkers are loud. i don't know why they have such voices.
i lock myself into this small room & read. today it was the sickness unto death (thank you chris). i am going to have a baby & name him S�ren. not now of course. when i'm older.
:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:.:i can think of two people who were supposed to call me tuesday: who did not.
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postscript. today i started training in the specimen room at work. i wanted to write about it but i didn't want to inflict any stories on the �ther that might be taken as disgusting or disturbing. if you want to read it, you can read it here.
